We’ve been doing this a million times already and I am still looking forward to seeing you again after ever separation we go through. With pretty much the same anxiety and enthusiasm as I did on our very first reunion, sans the awkwardness.
5 more days till I see your face and the warm embrace I’d want to be in.
♥
Nobody ever makes me feel this comfortable existing the way I am; even if I didn’t have any make up on, with me putting on my ugliest temper, or even doing the most disgusting thing. It just feels… right. And only because it is you, I get to see this side of me.
Thank you for making long distance relationship so much easier despite the rough times we had while being physically away. Thank you for studying hard because you want to secure a good future for the both of us. Thank you for being practical > romantic in times of need – afterall, you are looking at the bigger picture of our future in years to come. Thank you for the multiple trips that made us explore so much about the world together. Thank you for holding on to us so fervently even though I feel that things might not work between us (how silly was I to even think of that)?
Thank you for being the stronger of us two, for keeping us together till this date.
If there’s something that defines me, it’ll be nothing but you, us, and our love.
Happy 67th month, babylove.
We’ve came such a long way together.
x
The past month hasn’t been the best time of our relationship with the boyfriend. Broken hearts and tears were involved, but I guess… love is still what wins at the end. During the past month, I still received post cards from the boy wherever he was just like what he’d usually do. Just that this time he still did the same any way even when we were in the midst of all the unhappiness. I may not be bursting in smiles but something inside me melted when I saw them.
Truth to be told, I have been so oblivious to about all the blessings that exist around me. So blind it could just be my downfall. And it is because of all that has happened, I know that the friends whom I kept close to me are really the people who are definitely worthy of growing old with me. Thank you for being there, Amanda and Stacey. Thank you for keeping your faith in the both Jon and I going while I was at my all time low. Thank you for believing in us, and thank you for being the middle person to help bridge our differences in whatever ways you did. Directly or not. I really cannot be any more thankful than to have you two in my life. ♥
Now it is time for me to open up my eyes wider, and look out for the blessings that are coming my way rather than to think of what I want. Because they may just come in other forms I have never thought of.
“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.”
Finally got to Skype with the boy tonight after a terribly long day at work. His smile, just like the one above, never fails to brighten my day/ends my day on a really good note. And that just makes me miss being beside him, even if it means doing nothing in particular. Then halfway through the webcam comes Raymond and Chan in the background. Gosh, I miss everything about my trip so much, and that includes the housemates. ☹ And that really leaves me feeling envious about everyone who has a chance to study overseas, living the life of a student having to be independent away from home. If only I had a chance to experience it too. ☹
Even though we are more than a thousand miles apart, somehow it felt like we’ve never been away from each other. ♥
From left to right Melbourne 1. Sipping on Strawberry Squeeze while waiting for my departure. 2. Vans: Comfort shoe for a trip with plenty of walk-abouts. 3. Melbourne Skies. 4. Melbourne skyline while landing. 5. Beautiful old memories. 6. Australian football. 7. Keeping warm while playing Monopoly deal in the cold. 8. Snuggling in the cold. 9. Silly sweetheart. 10. Rise & Shine, precious. 11. Collins Street 12. View from 55th storey at Vue de Monde 13. Tasmanian Skies 14. Monopoly deal (almost every single day)
Sleepy faces 