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Things that makes me happy today:

1. Waking up to the presence of boy, my reason to life, beside me.
2. Heading down to Chinatown to pay/collect tickets for our Bintan trip in August, followed by KOI thereafter.
3. Having my boy accompanying me to work, and having lunch with me.
4. How my Dad asked me about Jon with that I-totally-approve-of-him manner. (:

Things that bothers me today:

1. Losing my diploma certificate, and having to waste $21 to get them replaced.

Things that I look forward on my coming off days:

1. Picnic with my boy
2. Steamboat at my place with The Chaus.

Life is 99% perfect this way, and I still enjoy that 1% of imperfection. (:

I’ve got quite a far bit of things on hand to work out on, and it’s making me so excited and looking forward to August already! :D But that also means that Baby would be setting off to the states really soon too. ): Oh well, happier things first! :D

Heeeheee, June has come to an end. Heeheehee! I am not kidding when I go heeheeehee all the time because I am literally grinning from ear to ear as I am saying this!

June has been sucha busy and mind/body wrecking month! Worked so hard and slogged like a dog for the entire month, but I am definitely enjoying the fruits of labour (reflected via my pay next month). It’s making me damn happy because I am another step closer to saving up for my USA trip, as long as I remain disciplined and thrifty for the rest of the year. I haven’t even got my pay for this month, but whatever I am too happy to be bothered by it. (Oh anyway, the GST offset has been deposited into our accounts already! :D)

What’s making me happier is that Jon’s coming back. IN A FEW DAYS TIME! OH GOD I CAN’T STOP SMILING TO MYSELF HEEHEEHEE! It’s like, I serve my customers with a wide grin on my face not because I am damn happy to serve them but the thought of Saturday’s coming makes me smile like an idiot oh god. Then they’d probably think I’m damn happy and enthusiastic to serve them when I know what’s the actual reason for making me smile.

And I received an email from Baby while I was at work.

How are you doing? I am in KL. I am fine and doing good. Cant wait to o back singapore to see you. I have been missing you a lot. Knowing that i am so near to SG but i cant see you. The most torturing of all, is to see my plane fly past my home country and kept thinking of parachuting down to your house.

Hahahaha, I am such a fool for him but whatever. I bet no one really understands how I feel and why I go smiling at myself all the time because you’re just not us. BUT I AM SERIOUSLY SO FREAKING HAPPY LEH HEEEHEEEE! After not meeting for 6 months, we are finally gonna reunite again.

Let’s celebrate via a cup of KOI ice-cream milk tea!

I CAN’T STOP SMILINGGGGGG :D

The following is an e-mail from the past, composed on Saturday, June 20, 2009, and sent via FutureMe.org

Dear FutureMe,

I hope that life has been kind and great for you, and that you are happy and contented with what you have. I guess I can say that life has been pretty good so far! (:

You should be working by now, so I hope that you have at least saved up your first 5K in your bank account, if not you better go do some reflection how have you have been wasting your money! Hahahaha, yes I haven’t got my first 5k in my bank account yet and I think I might need to take forever to reflect! D:

I hope all your loved ones are healthy and happy right now, and that they are all contented too. I’m really glad that they are healthy, and hopefully happy too. (: Have you been travelling a lot? Because I’d like to know more of your travelling experiences! :D I guess I can say that I’ve been travelling quite a bit. Hong Kong-Macau in December 2009, Kukup in February 2010 and Bangkok in March 2010. I hope I’ve more travelling plans lined up ahead of me! :D

Remember, always to love the ones around. Always. (: I will. (:

With love,
The Kellyn in June 2009

Bascially this entire email kinda amused me and made me laugh to myself when I saw it in my inbox at work! The words in red are obviously my replies! I think I should just drop myself more and more random emails to the future me to make myself happy heehee! :D

Hahaha you sure sound like a person that is full of doubts about life. You’re right, I don’t know if I am still gonna be with Jon after 5 years. But I can also say that I’m not sure if there’s gonna be another guy that will make me fall in love so passionately like how Jon would. But why carry this idea of “I don’t know what’s gonna happen 5 years down the road”? If this is what you’ve in mind all the time, the one regretting 5 years down the road will be you because you haven’t go the courage to give in your all when you could have in the past.

If things really don’t turn out the way we both wanted, this is definitely a relationship I will not regret. I loved passionately, so did he. This is the best time of my life, bad times included.

Anyway, if both of us aren’t serious about settling down with each other, we wouldn’t be fighting and working so hard for the future we have together.

I’m not sure what’s up for us 5 years down the road, but I can quite confidently say that we will make it.

- answered via formspring
Ask me anything

This person asked me previously if making plans with my boyfriend scares me. It kinda amuses me with the questions that he/she previously asked, and now I know why.

It kinda annoyed me to see that this person is doubting my relationship with Jon. But after clearing my thoughts for awhile, I kinda laughed instead. And that I won’t explain. (:

Being a working adult leaves you lesser time for yourself and the people you love. With that, I’ll always try to make it a point to meet up with the people I love. And yes girlfriends, I need to date you girls out really soon! I miss all of your silly faces and annoying nonsense. ):

Met up with Amanda last friday for dinner. No picture of us because she feels ugly that day. ): But oh well, I had a really good time with the girl, catching up with her at a new dining place at 313 Somerset. Ordered creamy pasta for myself despite knowing that I’ll get really sick of my main course after a while, which I eventually did. Too creamy for me to take it all. But that aside, it taste really good! Walked over to ION to grab a cup of Happy Lemon because the girl wanted one, and then we walked around a little before sitting at Starbucks (and got ourselves plain water hahaha) to catch up a little. (:

Short dates like these are good enough to make me happy. (:

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So I’ve a manager who’s four months pregnant, and I eat more than she does. The way and rate that I’m eating is freaking the hell outta me it’s just crazy (even she’s quite shocked at my appetite). Not only is it threatening my waistline, it is threatening my wallet too. I’m going to restrict myself from eating excessively, and discipline myself to do some simple morning & night exercises (like skipping & push-ups). No joke, I’m seriously freaked out.

K: Baby, I seriously feel damn fat it is damn disgusting! I can forsee that I’m going to be an ugly fat old lady next time. *inserts a million sad faces here*
J: It’s okay, I’ll still love you.

I guess this is love.

That’s me when I was working part-time in a floral shop.

And I was only 12.

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It has gotta be insects.

Doesn’t make it any better when I catch a sight of a cockroach sitting on my chair after I come out from the showers. I’m thinking it’s a sign for me not to use the comp. Tried to catch that freaking ugly creature but failed cos I was too scared. Sprayed pesticide in some corners of my room, closed my doors and I’m gonna sleep in the living room tonight. The thought of having some freak crawling on your skin in the middle of the night makes me…. YIKES! >:(

Oh, and Jon Baby, I left your green bear in my room tonight too. I think it may find some good company tonight. Heehee! q:

P.S: Will be updating with slightly more interesting entries this coming week. Sorry for the really random and senseless entry. /:

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After waiting for a really long time, I finally got my license! :D

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I’ll be going on hiatus for a while because I’m feeling very sad. Very sad over the very fact that my very very itchy hands deleted two folders from the my database of files in my web directory. Apparently that is where all the pictures in every entry here is stored in. And that also means all the files are gone! >:(

So freaking irritated with myself I can’t find to express my sadness anymore. Sigh. I only managed to retrieve back everything you see here from My Pictures & Recycle bin. Do me a favour, if your computer still manages to load some of the photos from my older entries, please save them and email it to me! IT’D REALLY HELP ME A LOT ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE COLLAGES! I’ve only managed to retrieve photos from the previous entry to this (and the few pictures of the postcard that Jon has sent me), which is only four entries. 112 more entries to go. I’m a sentimental person so they really mean a lot to me. )’:

Will get back to blogging when I feel happier. I want to cry now… bye.

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