“Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses, or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.” - Rainer Maria Rilke

It’s only Tuesday and the week already made me feel so much better than before! :D Maybe it’s the pre-graduation syndrome has went away and the pre-CNY syndrome is here to stay! q: But of course I’m very aware that I’ve got a major test this coming Friday – Competency Test. I hope everything goes well and smooth then!

Just came back from the hair salon with my hair trimmed, but not so much of a different look which I hoped for initially. ): Damn glad that my usual hairstylist gave me some advice regarding the few hair issues I pointed out to him.

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This entire week has been quite an emotional wreck for me despite all the fun I am having. People whom I’ve been talking to on a one-to-one basis would know, and I’m very thankful to have Stacey and Amanda with me through this. Even though they’ve been busy with their own lives and the fact that we haven’t met in a while, it really amazes me when they both can totally understand all these are coming from. Thank you girls, thank you so much.

In all, I think I have gotta apologise for Jon for being a totally different person. Felt like I was killing myself inside with all that I was going through inside me, and was behaving like a changed person. Didn’t have any direction where I was heading towards, I was like a living zombie. A zombie not only because I have been so tired and worn out physically, but because I seemed to have lost the drive in me (Sook Fung calls this the pre-graduation syndrome). We stopped talking for 2 days, not because of cold war or anything of that sort, but to just settle both our thoughts and have some time of our own. And thank you for making the first move, which picked me up big time.

I’ve been thinking, and realised that at the end of the day, you’re still the one I visualised to be holding hands while walking in a park and beach by a slow and lazy day, the one who will work with me to raise my kids together with. A good whole 2 hours odd on the phone you last night, though I was so tired I totally knocked out the moment the call ended. Thank you for getting me out of this mess I was in. I really needed that.

Sorry for causing you to ponder about us. I promise I’ll make this long-distance relationship work.

I guess I gotta always remember that when this very day comes, all bad will be flooded and die along with your love.

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Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It’s time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Headed down to Vivo City to study on my own at Starbucks while waiting for Xiuling to end her work for our dinner date together yesterday! (: Popped by her work place and she gave me some honey to try on, and they were really concentrated!

Went off to Starbucks and then got myself a cup of Green Tea Frappe. Revised on Binocular Vision (one of the biggest killer module I swear) was quite productive, or at least I have actually covered what I wanted to for the competency test. Still have got a lot more to go, but I guess this was a good start. I’ve also got my new pair of Sonic Gear earphones to replace my old and worn out pair! Finally, when my laziness couldn’t get the better of me! :D

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