School has been a wreck for me. Just today alone, school started at 9.30am and ended at 9pm for me. Almost a straight 12 hours in school. Presentation was a mess, or so I feel, clinic wasn’t any better when I’ve got a difficult patient which made me feel really demoralised, and then it was FYP meeting with the guys at 6pm in the library.

Now I am back home, still in front of the computer working on FYP. The best of all? I gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow for clinic, which will only end at 6pm. I’m not even having sufficient sleep every night, and only to find myself crawling out of bed every single time. Never knew that graduation is so difficult.

In the midst of all these, I tell myself this will the kind of thing I’ll miss after I graduate, so just work hard on it and I hope that my positivity will get me through these crazy days.

More importantly, I’ve an extremely supportive Boyfriend who sends me random Skype messages to tell me to drop him a call to ease my stress and lighten me up if I am sick of school work. Really thankful for this boy who always stand behind me and keep me going on. And indeed, he’s the biggest form of relief to all that I am going through.

Baby, if you haven’t realised, you are the biggest motivation for me to keep hanging on.

I You.

Packed schedule from morning to night, every single day.

Just got back from school not too long ago. I was suffering from a throbbing headache (from the terribly hot weather probably), and still had to stare and look in the computer for so long which of course didn’t make me feel any better. ): I almost fell asleep during FYP meeting with Mrs Tan, and she went to take out wasabi peas for our group to eat. Oh gosh, it was so embarrassing Matt just laughed at me like mad. -.-”

School has been crazy, life has been really packed. Have been working every single day like a robot since last week, and this will continue for 3 more weeks. Every single day means 6 days of school and 1 day of work. Sometimes I even head down to work after school when I end classes early. So make that 1.5 days of work. I need a breather, but I think I should be able to hang in there till it’s over.

In addition, I feel so bad because I haven’t had our usual long calls lately because I’m busy. ): I hope I can spare more time for my love, especially when he’s alone in the entire house right now. Wish I could be there for you Baby. ): But every time I see my phone ringing with your name appearing, it lightens up my mood by a whole lot even though they were just short calls. (: Meanwhile, study hard darling!

And I finally managed to apply my mud pack (as you can see!) after weeks when it was supposed to be a weekly affair. Just couldn’t find the time to pamper myself a little more with my usual beauty regime with all 7 days taken up. Not really complaining because I chose to work on my only day free from school (because I need to earn some money)! Gonna slap on a MBD mask after I shower while doing my FYP report again.

5 more weeks, just hang in there Kellyn! It’ll all be over soon.

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