I need a Fairy Godmother

 Since Jon came back, I haven’t been religiously masking and going through my beauty regime like I usually do. So yesterday, when Jon was driving from my place to his, I masked in the car!

Just today afternoon, my self esteem plunged for some reason when I looked at myself in the mirror. I felt so fat, flawful and ugly. ):

I need a make over. ):

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I just like Kristen Stewart’s hair colour here, which is the exact shade of red I’d want to dye, and her complexion. I know she’s probably heavy on make up & the photos are probably photoshopped too, but this is what I wish to achieve. Alessandra Ambrosio’s hot bod is something to die for! I love her over Gisele Budchen.

Jon booked a facial appointment for the both of us tomorrow. Desperately need to remove all the zits and whatever crap that’s on my face, because they’re making me feel lousy about myself! /:

4 Responses to “I need a Fairy Godmother”

  1. estella wrote,

    i love her hair colour too! wish mine turned out like that :( heh alessandra ambrosio is so hot!!!!!! i hate hot people! okay i shall stop staring at the pics above. make me feel shittier than ever :(

  2. Kellyn wrote,

    Estella, Totally love the hair colour! I don’t know if I can carry the colour off though, since Kristen Stewart’s so fair! And yes, I totally dig Alessandra’s hot bod. Makes me feel like a swimming float only! ):

    LOVE,

  3. xy wrote,

    yar! we need to dye our hair soon.

  4. Kellyn wrote,

    Xing Ying, Yea yea, we should do it! Before Christmas okay?! :D

    LOVE,

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